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[14 Sep 2005|10:39pm] |
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i have a better idea. i dont want to look at this journal any more. so i made a carbon copy, minus the entries.
it's found at umblella.
yeah. you should friend that. it's me now.
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[14 Sep 2005|10:06pm] |
okay. so, i woke up. i miss writing.
even though it's lamesauce that one of the only places i can write is here.
plus, with myspace competition, livejournal looks so lonely.
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[15 Feb 2005|09:23pm] |
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Today was nice. I think.
Yes, I'll just start ignoring the negatives and focusing on all of the good things that have been happening. Which I cant remember either. But, all things work out to His good purpose.
I need to come up with something to talk about tomorrow at lunch.
( poetry in motion )
Rain's coming. I look forward to that.
And this breath that I'm taking.
<3
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[14 Feb 2005|05:52pm] |
oh snap!
i just got another random application thing that went along with church. "i was blind, and now i see"
Jesus, You are my glasses.
the end.
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[14 Feb 2005|04:04pm] |
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say what?!
( word )
So... Today... OH! It's Valentine's Day. Happy Happy to all you blokes and blokettes. Hope it was good. I photo-took all lunch for SAS and the SAS Wedding dealy. It's amazing what people will waste their money on.
I completely lost my train of thought. That's probably because I went off on tangents talking to Peter and Chas.
Back to where I was.... Uhm... Oh. Yeah, today was good. That test on evolution: one of two things. I either thought it was easy because I had no clue what I was talking about, or, I knew how to BS just as well as they did. [Me: I have a test on evolution tomorrow. I didnt study. Patrick: Make it up. Me: Yeah? Patrick: When they mark you wrong say "prove it".] It was tempting... really tempting.
Today, I told Foram that I lack discipline. She said that knowing I lack discipline shows I have some. I figured out a response to that two hours later: I still lack discipline, but I have responsibility in the sense that I know I need it and am responsible for it. [I think that makes sense. It did in my head at least] Oh.. right. Why am I still typing?
"new school took romance and [messed] it up real bad"
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OOHHH! The whole point of this post is really to say that I'm excited. I feel a change. God, You're amazing. Really. Words cannot even begin to explain, but You know it all.
Thanks for everything.
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<3
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[12 Feb 2005|07:06pm] |
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this guy is way hot:
i mean, how about a nice story? yes. it is a good idea indeed.
( w00t )
that was far too entertaining for my own good.
so, this weekend is going pretty well. friday's bowling was cool. "snap. check." saturday school is way too easy. i hope that it gets better. please get better.
ashley asian and liz kidnapped me today. we went hiking and phototaking in dressies. it was fun. except i changed in the car. that was funny.
i am reading this book "fast facts on false teachings". i've learned a lot so far. it's really good. i'm looking forward to reading the rest.
that's about it.
<33 toodles.
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[10 Feb 2005|06:31pm] |
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thank you all.
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[09 Feb 2005|09:27pm] |
"Don't let my love grow cold
I'm calling out,
Light the fire again
Don't let my vision die
I'm calling out,
Light the fire again
You know my heart my deeds
I'm calling out,
Light the fire again
I need Your discipline
I'm calling out,
Light the fire again
I am here to buy gold refined in the fire,
Naked and poor
wretched and blind I come
Clothe me in white
so I won't be ashamed
Lord light the fire again"
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That about sums it up.
Tomorrow I embark upon that glorious journey called seventeen. That should prove.... the same as every other year. Ashley gave me an awesome card today. It's only fair since I give her the things I make/buy for her birthday months in advance. Best friends are indeed gifts from God. No, not because they give you gifts. That's not where I was going.... I was on another tangent.
Julie made me a cake. I'm bringing it tomorrow to share with people. I didn't have to make one after all. I reluctantly played phone tag today. Good thing I wasn't trying too hard. Asian can't watch Fight Club with me tomorrow. I didn't have the time to rent My Neighbor Totoro. Looks like that will be a weekend endeavor. I think Liz and I are goign to be eachother's dates to the beach for a pre-valentines day shin-dig with just the two of us. Sorry for those of you that thought I would actually be able to plan a party again. I just couldn't do it. Ninety-nine Red Balloons was just playing on TV. We did that for Liz' sixteen. Too bad both of us are going to be sour after some time in the mid morning tomorrow. Oh yeah, I don't like birthdays. Haha. Good time to remember that.
If you couldn't tell, that was mostly rambling. I have to get all of that out before sometime.
Yeah. I think that about does it all. Now, on to more important things like showers, devos and sleep. Nice.
<33
ps... does anyone have an idea for a well known story that i can illustrate for painting? i'd appreciate it.
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[07 Feb 2005|06:00pm] |
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Hey, guess what!
I need glasses. This news incited much laughter. It was pretty cool. So, they arrive in a week.
( beat the system )
<3
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[06 Feb 2005|08:34pm] |
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i need time to hide.
lately my stability comes and goes.
it has a mind of its own.
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i just need to break. really break. none of this fake stuff. for real shatter.
i need a catalyst.
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[05 Feb 2005|08:16pm] |
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Okay, so am I the only one who's mouth hurts way more after visiting the dentist?
This is getting pretty obnoxious. My teeth/jaw hurts way more than it ever did before I went to see the dentist. )=
Not cool, not cool.
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In other news: Three cheers for the decathaletes!
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Today was weird---weird and long. Getting up early to sit in an orientation for Saturday school does not constitute fun. Being considered a delinquent falls in the same category too, I believe. But, what do I know?
I think I'm done. No cool pictures at the moment, or, at least, none that I want to go through and find.
until next time.
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[03 Feb 2005|08:28pm] |
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yay! antonia's coming back out from vermont on tuesday!!!
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[03 Feb 2005|07:36pm] |
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so i say, give me a solution
and watch me run with it
then you gave, you gave me a solution
what have i done with it?
i was absolutely sure i had it all figured out
way back then
but now it's this minute, this hour, this day
it's this week all over again
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this week the trend was to pretend to be together. however, this was broken when my math grade decided to be sixteen points shy of a c. needless to say, i now have to repeat that class and take saturday school.
i almost cried, really.. but there were no shoulders and a scarf can only do so much comforting.
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in other news, time at the library flew by today. that's a good thing i think.
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hey, super quiz is saturday. yay asian and woot foram. heh.
who wants a distraction? i do, i do!!
( oh, excuse me, that's my cell )
yeah. life is going. it still tends to do that.
we're not infinite.
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[01 Feb 2005|03:45pm] |
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agh.
i have that taste in my mouth
were i know i've said too much.
i have that feeling in my bones
when i know i've done to much
[or too little].
i have a ringing in my ears
when i know that i've lost [it].
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But, all things said and done, I'm making a picture post. Day two of finals went as well as could be expected. What I didn't expect, however, was that I would be going last for speeches in English. I did not like that too much. Oh well. I laughed with no end at Raihan's. Good job, kid. Heh. Kid... like goats. Fury goads reading furry goats. And I thought I had learned how to read in elementary school. Good going Jess. w00t.
Erm.. where was I? Oh... Unexpecteds. Forget that, I'll tell you what I can expect, to get eight dollars back tomorrow. I was going to keep it, but he brought it up again, so I gave it back. Heh. Tomorrow's finals should be easy, then it's home free[ish] for two days. I still have to go though, even though my APs aren't doing any work, my math class is. How about that? Rawr indeed, says I.
So much for making this a picture post. But what are you going to do about it?
( that's right, i'm calling you out )
Yeah.
That's what I thought.
" <B "
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[29 Jan 2005|12:18pm] |
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I'm still not good at making first impressions.
some advice: Don't stay up until 1 for two nights in a row, and then go to a friend's house where you meet parents half asleep. AND When you finally do get home, don't go to bed early. You wake up at 8AM and have nothing better to do but clean your room.
FYI:
*Reading with chopsticks is cool
*Just because I'm quiet, doesn't mean I'm bored.
On to next... I found out why I always have so much junk in my bag...When I'm reloading, I just grab things that are familiar and put them in there. I bring comfort items with me.. how sad is that?! haha.
Yesterday's items were 1)a rubix cube 2)a tape measure 3)uno 4)chopsticks.
Yeah. That was hilarious.
So, all in all, yesterday was pretty cool. Aside from not finishing a HUGE project because no one in my group could manage to show up everyday. Thank goodness for Victoria coming most of the time.
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So.. today... I have no idea what I'll be doing. Best luck to the asian who's doing deca stuff. Lesser than three to her!
Hm... I should study for finals sometime today... Math and French 3. Those should be hard......
I'm done now.
-Jess
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[28 Jan 2005|12:20am] |
look who's still awake!
i played hide-and-no-peek today.
i think that was a mistake.
oh yeah. i'm supposed to be in bed.. not up doing homework.
<3
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[26 Jan 2005|05:15pm] |
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loyalty is the best betrayer.
i'm in a nice predicament:
1)i'm a selfish human being.
2)i am not a good listener
3)i take problems too lightly
4)i'm misinformed
5)i have two best friends and they only have one each.
6)i cannot juggle.
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[25 Jan 2005|06:41pm] |
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oh how i wish i had the courage.
why is it easier to say nothing and be evasive than actually say what needs to be said?
why can i never find the words to say what i need to say when it's actually appropriate?
maybe if i wasnt such a manequin.... if i wasnt so passive. would things be different then?
i'm not a rag-doll.
i need to stop acting like one.
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[24 Jan 2005|09:42pm] |
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colormegreennow: i always leave your house feeling a little less like me
colormegreennow: and a little more like us
Best friends are indeed a good thing. Tonight was spent eating chocolates, making messes, giggling, editing photos, talking like losers, untuning guitars only to have it tuned back, and becoming just like everyone says we do.
It's so funny how you can be so different from someone, and yet you can become so similar when you play off of each other.
conclusion:
Good Friends = Good
Chocolate = Good
Laughing like there's no tomorrow = hecka tight.
live like no tomorrow.
<3
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